....... review?

Hi guysss
i havent written anything here since... years ago. Time flies. There were so many things that this blog missed..... So many issues that i couldn't get over with. But here I am, and I couldn't get any happier.

Anyway, I'd like to make a review about what I've been through in the last 3 years

First, FESTIVAL OF SMANSA 4, "Back to 60's"
I was chosen as the secretary, and this forth Festival of Smansa brought Raisa as the guest star. I was so lucky to have the BEST CREWS that any event organiser could ever have.

This even was RAD!!
That was my very first time of handling an event, and I learned so many things there. From friendship, time management, how to make an event, how to communicate with different kind of people, and I learned about many other point of view about "life". I learned that being open minded will help you understand that this society is extremely complex, and simple at the same time.

Missing the team, and the euphoria so bad.

Done with the FOS things, I had to concern about my college life. I really wanted to be an engineer, but the world was against me (ok this is too much). But yea, there are so many things that you have to consider before making a decision.
Alhamdulillah, I was accepted in 3 universities, but different faculty. Every choice that I had, have a piece of how i want my future to be. It took almost a month to decide. It took so many fights, and tears. And that was how I know, who would stay and would leave, when I was on my hardest time.

And I chose to make my family happy by being what they want me to be, not mine. I am now a student of Medical school, Universitas Sumatera Utara.

I used to not accept the fact that I left my dreams, for other people happiness. I couldn't hide my disappointment to myself, and people around me. I rarely attended the class. I didn't care, at all.
But then, I finally knew my score. I got a very very bad score. I didnt know what happened to me that time, but I cried. I cried so hard. I thought I didn't care, but deep inside I realised, that I wasnt supposed to get slumped. I deserve to be happy, and successful.

And for all the people out there, you all really should do "istikharah" if you find it hard to choose.